Posted 1 year ago
Posted 1 year ago

Sometimes… I feel like I’m not good enough for Mikayla…she deserves better…idk why she says I’m perfect…I don’t feel like it …sometimes she’ll write me long, cute messages of how perfect she thinks I am and how much she loves me…those…those messages make me feel amazing.. like I’m unstoppable… for those minutes or hours or maybe that day…I feel awesome…I’m happy I’m proud if myself… she’s amazing. .she deserves someone better.. or maybe I am perfect for her…and it’s just my head telling me these things…idk…but gosh…I love her

Posted 1 year ago
Posted 1 year ago

…gonna be homeless Sunday…

Posted 1 year ago

Days like this I really need yew……

Posted 1 year ago

It’s 12:19 and I’m laying in bed thinking of you, baby. I haven’t been able to get you off my mind at all. I can’t wait till you get off grounding and we can text all day and all night…and hopefully…if you still want to…talk on the phone…I’d love to hear your beautiful voice and that amazing laugh… These past few weeks have sucked without you and I can’t wait till you get back…love you

Posted 1 year ago

Mikayla…I knew I need you…I just didn’t know I needed you this much…

Posted 1 year ago
Posted 1 year ago

I love yew Mikayla…more than yew will ever know

Posted 1 year ago

I always thought that love was stupid and it never really made sense to me. It’s something I wanted. I wanted to feel wanted…needed… but I guess I hard someone that needs me now. She’s perfect. She’s an amazing girlfriend an amazing friend an amazing everything. She’s almost never mad at me and loves me for me. I don’t have to worry about messing up when I talk to her. I still do though. I need her. Especially now with all this crap going on in my life. She’s my everything. She literally is my reason to smile. She’s been gone for a week I think. She’s grounded. It sucks. One day I though to myself “man… She’s been gone for a while…maybe She’s not coming back…” but then I realized.it’s only been a a couple days since we’ve talked. Yesterday…yesterday wasn’t good for me, I really needed Mikayla. Alot. But this guy I follow on there ,his names micky. He put a tweet that said “fav if you hate yourself” and of course I favorited it. He then sent me a dm. That said “don’t hate yourself ” that little message made me break down and cry. That has been the only night I’ve been able to sleep with a smile on my face without having Mikayla there with me. It would have been better if she was there though. I love her with all my heart. I never thought that I’d love someone. I love her so much it hurts me.